Demisexual

I'm bi, but I don't want to have a sexual relationship with anyone, it seems uncomfortable and I'm not interested, or better, I hate it and feel me guilty and disgusted just thinking about it, at most I would do to please my (girl/boy)friend.

My sexual attraction is complicated, I still have this attraction, but sometimes I feel disgusted by it, but it is in a short period of time, maybe it's something normal. I prefer demonstrate it with sensual relationships (not sexual).

I'm still in doubt if I'm Demi, orchidsexual or pseudo sexual, because these are the labels that come closest to what I feel (I feel me better with the pseudo sexual label).

I hope I'm not faking this, because I've felt this discomfort for a long time, I feel me less asexual or invalid because I'm not totally repulsive about it.

Can someone please explain to me the difference between libido and sexual attraction? I tend to have a problem with mixing them up or not understanding what they mean.

I have a problem understanding what 'attraction' means. Does it just mean being drawn to someone to do [___]? So, like, sexual attraction is being drawn to someone to have sex. It has nothing to do with libido. Thus, an asexual and an allosexual can have a libido. Despite only 1 being drawn to have sex with someone.

If it does mean what I think it means, then I don't feel sexual attraction as much as an allosexual person. For fictional characters or celebrities, I feel sexual attraction for them immediately. But when it comes to real-world people, it takes me a while to get to feel sexual attraction for them (I wouldn't say it's demisexual, but it's hard to explain). And when I do feel sexual attraction, it hits hard. I lust after the person, but it goes away very quickly before going back to feeling very little attraction towards them. Would this be a libido or ace spike?

Hello! I'm on the lgbtqia.wikia but I've never been on this one before.

I've been questioning my sexuality recently. I currently identify as asexual but lately I've been wondering if I'm some type of demisexual/romantic or something similar. This could have nothing to do with sexuality though, I don't know.

I can find people attractive, but it's always in a "wow, that person looks really cool, I love their hair/outfit/style/etc." way and not a "I want to be with that person" way. I didn't even know that people could look at someone and want to be with them or have s3x with them because that just sounds so strange to me.

If I find someone physically/aesthetically attractive can change as I get to know them, too. If I meet someone who I think is really attractive but they do or say something or I just talk to them and realize I don't like their personality, they become instantly either not attractive at all or just barely. But the same is true for the opposite, if I don't really think someone looks particularly attractive but then I get to know them and they're a great person, they become much more attractive in my eyes. I was talking to a friend of mine and I mentioned this, and he said something like "Oh, really? That's cool. I'll still find someone hot even if they're an as$hole and I could be really close to someone like my best friend or something and still think they're ugly". This is all platonic too, I'll platonically find them more attractive, I still have no desire to be with them from this.

I don't know if this is a sexuality thing or just a thing, but yeah. This might be a question I should ask on a different wiki, I'm not sure, but what do you guys think? Does it mean something or does it have nothing to do with it?