I'm bi, but I don't want to have a sexual relationship with anyone, it seems uncomfortable and I'm not interested, or better, I hate it and feel me guilty and disgusted just thinking about it, at most I would do to please my (girl/boy)friend.
My sexual attraction is complicated, I still have this attraction, but sometimes I feel disgusted by it, but it is in a short period of time, maybe it's something normal. I prefer demonstrate it with sensual relationships (not sexual).
I'm still in doubt if I'm Demi, orchidsexual or pseudo sexual, because these are the labels that come closest to what I feel (I feel me better with the pseudo sexual label).
I hope I'm not faking this, because I've felt this discomfort for a long time, I feel me less asexual or invalid because I'm not totally repulsive about it.
